I was described by a family friend as very loving at age two, but then I bullied a child at age five and I was suicidal at age seven, downhill from there and associated for 40 plus years. Overall more overt sympathetic activation. When I think of people, I see images of me as a carcass being picked at, I feel enraged when people need anything from me as it feels they’re going to suck the life out of me. I want cry and leave me the F alone. Engaging in healthy aggression and feeling good releases, yet it’s not reducing the terror. Suggestions.
Call Tag: cry
What to do if you’re in a situation like a single mom who has kids and you’re trying to do this work and you don’t have the break that that partner can come in and give you
And, then the last thing here, bodywork.
I’ve seen a rolfer, and there was some good cries, but then the tension increased afterwards.